No I never reflect properly and I've never taken my resolutions seriously, but who cares!!
It's times like these when I like the thought of having a blog. I don't remember jack shit about my 2010, and without my blog or facebook I'd never be able to recap because I have the memory of a goldfish wtf. Except I don't blog that much anymore and I don't post that much on facebook T_T but it's so much better than nothing!
So here goes!
January
Spent new years very quietly with Panty.
And before you know it, it's time for heartbreak round 2 as I sent my love away.
But time and time again my woman's got my back! Lolol.
February
Valentine's Day and CNY without my love.
CNY and my love for mahjong!!! CNY also started the peak of our shot-game-nights.
Shot poker, shot monopoly, shot rockband. You name it we play it with shots wtf.
And how can I forget my Lexy darling turns 2!!!
I'm close to being 3 years of loving this dog, and I have never loved anything more. I disliked animals of any kind before Lexy changed my life. Actually no, I still dislike animals (dogs included), but I love my Lexydarling very very much hahaha, love I never thought I'd have for an animal! She completes me and my days here when I feel lonely is very largely attributed to her. I could be skyping with my loving family and my friends who make me laugh so hard, but nothing beats being able to just hold my darling and lie in bed doing nothing.
Okay anyway I digress.
March
Went to UK for the first time (and now I live here wtf) on a school trip to Lancaster Uni. Never thought I'd be back in the UK so soon.
I'd hate to put this picture because I look fug lolol but it's the only group picture I can find T_T.
Believe it or not this is the trip that made me SOMEWHAT change my perception towards football.
Never really understood the hype, but when I got to this stadium I was squealing like a little girl a little bit. Something about the atmosphere hahaha.
And of course, I got reunited with my love!
Saw a bit of UK/Europe. Paris, London, York, Manchester, Scotland, Lake District!
Sorry Disneyland deserves a picture on its own!!!
Of course we left separately, me back to Malaysia and him to that faraway land, which brings about heartbreak round 3!
April
One of 3 'exercise' I had throughout the year. I CLIMED A FRICKING HILL!!!
Never going to do it again, of course.
And in case you were interested, the other two times were swimming at Fattie's place haha.
Also went to Malacca which I really liked!!!
My BB turns 22 which marks 9 years of knowing her and 6 years of loving her to the max xoxo!
My lips were dry and cracking and swollen here so pls don't judge the thickness of it wtf.
I'll always have your back!
Went to Singapore and its Universal Studios!!!
May
Why is my baby so adorable!
Roadtrip to Genting!
My world was filled with assignments and rockband *blush. Probably the peak of us camping out in fattie's house all the fricking time!
June
Helped one of my best friends throw a surprise party for his wife!!!
I'm usually never the person involved in plannings and surprises wtf because I am horribly organized and supposedly a terrible liar. T_T
And then guess who came back!!!
Went to Singapore again!
This is also when I started having eye problems but was unaware of how serious it could be.
Most of my stoners were back in June *lovelove!
Of course we also did the welcome in 'style'!
I will never get used to not seeing this face everyday.
July
This is the peak of my eye problems. Had 4 ulcers in ONE EYE. Never had I been through so much pain in my life! Couldn't even open my eyes and had to wear shades during my exam so I could keep them half open to complete my paper T_T.
Which forced me to finally replace my broken glasses! I love glasses now!
Thankfully this is also the month I got DONE WITH MY DEGREE!!!
Had a stoner's trip to Genting!
Geney came home with Janey!
And completed the 7s circle!
So we went back up to Genting again haha, this time with more of us than ever I think?
Went to Perhentian with Panty.
And got my diver's license wheeee!!!
I IS OFFISIALLY A DIVAH!
August
Played paintball for the 2nd time in my life, and I have still never ever gotten shot before (and I don't intend to ever have that experience in my life thank you very much)!!
Celebrated my 4 year anniversary with the one boy who makes me happiest.
I let him fly a plane for a while!
Also went to i-city -_-.
Celebrated Merdeka in Genting.
Where Beksy darling came up to watch fireworks as well!
September
Went to Bangkok with the people I love!!! I love Thailand!
Unfortunately this is the only picture with all 4 of us in it, which doesn't even show anything particularly Thai T_T.
Boyfriend's farewell yet again.
Sent my boyfriend back to the US once again and began heartbreak round 4!
The biggest change in September, as everybody knows, is when I stepped into new world called the insanity of a postgrad student. My world crumbled as I fought hard to juggle the lack of love and the build up of work.
Boyfriend couldn't make it in time from US hahahaha so he sent flowers instead.
I love you guys and I love you miss Wong for making me almost cry at the airport!
So I packed up and came to this pretty quaint town called Canterbury.
Unfortunately it was the time when my LDR hit rock bottom. I didn't even want to speak to my boyfriend because I hated it all. I hated LDR and nothing he could do or say will make me happy. When I come home to an empty room with housemates I barely know, I am not me. I am never me. I am just an angry girl that I don't know.
I am so thankful I got out of that phase. Because if anything, my boyfriend makes me happy. And honestly, that's all that matters. I don't stay because it's a waste to throw away a long relationship, I don't stay because I've grown so accustomed to you, I don't stay because you buy me too many fancy gifts and pamper me in every way possible, I don't stay because I think we MAY have a good future.
I stay because you make me unexplainably, stupidly, crazily happy. Even with distance you are the one person that makes me laugh the hardest and love the most.
So thank you for STILL making me happy hahahahah stop making me happy and out the door you go wtf. I really do hope we make it through year 2011 and see the end of LDR together.
I can't deny that LDR is a constant challenge to my life. Even until today I honestly cannot say if we will make it to the end of it. Would I want to? Of course. But I don't know if I can for sure.
Sometimes I feel like if you love each other so much, then you wouldn't be separated in the first place. If I wanted really badly to just be with him, I could very well do my postgrad in the US, in his uni. I didn't even try applying!
But I think there's a line between love and obsession, a line between love and desperation, a line between love and loneliness. I encouraged him for US even though I knew he would have stayed if I asked, and same goes to him with UK. With that said I hope I/we have made the right choice.
WAH OKAY SORRY SEPTEMBER IS SO DEPRESSING. MOVING ON TO A HAPPIER OCTOBER.
October
Of course I got used to my life in the UK.
Skyping with my family warms my heart.
Made my room a little bit more homely too!
Couldn't make it without these two that's for sure!
I learnt how to chop stuff (I'd be ambitious and say cook but we all know that's not true.. yet.. wtf).
Had facepaint on my face, which I actually hate cause I hate the thought of icky things on my face hahaha.
But I did it again when I decided to be scary on Halloween. Truth be told it's my first time in a 'scary' costume wtf.
November
Going to London became a little bit more common.
I'd like to put this as a significant event because I've always regretted not seeing platform 9 3/4 when I was in London in March. I really didn't think it'd look this pathetic when I finally saw it T_T.
God knows why it started snowing in fricking NOVEMBER.
To think I had the impression that since we were at the bottom of UK, it wouldn't be snowing that badly. Turns out southeast has been hit by crazy snows T_T.
Went to Manchester on the day where it snowed like crazy there were no buses running. So this is the first time I dragged a luggage through the snow. Never thought I'd be doing it again but lo and behold I did in December lolol.
December
The happiest I've been since I got here is when my two loves came and visit!
My heart felt somewhat complete, my room was always hot and stuffy! I loved it!
Went to Italy with my love!
Celebrated my birthday, Christmas and new years with the love of my life. I wouldn't ask for any more.
I'm still blogging about my December though and it's already a new year.
I'm sure I missed out a lot of my 2010, parts where I didn't post on my blog or fb haha. But hey overall, I'd say it's a pretty damn good year.
I grew up a lot, learn to live independently, and I survived one full year of LDR!
So here's to a fantastic 2011!
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